Holidays are here and yet I am not in the right happy and excited part of the mood yet. Which made me think of what I’ve been up to these few days and I realized that my social life is just me and myself. What has got to me lately?

First I avoided her and now our friendship is at an all time low we hardly talk and hardly even look at each other now. I am left wondering what happened to our BFF status. I am so hoping I can go back in time and change things. Don’t want it to be like this.

I might have insulted my way into his blacklist, but I thought that’s just what good guy friends do and so has he. He was a great friend that took nothing but my idiocy.

We are no longer a couple for a year now and she is still a person I really honestly get totally annoyed with. What happened to that bloody girl that could make me laugh no matter what she does or even forcefully pull a smile on my face even if she hates to.

She is the sweetest thing that could be, full of cuteness and life. She has never failed to talk me out of a specific task that could do me wrong. For being a sweet baby sis of mine I still hardly talk to her now. Am I that evil now? How could I be that bad to her? She was so sweet!

I had a crazy friend that would just almost go anywhere we want to go and sometimes even be at the same place at the same time. We could almost have lunch or a dinner date every week without fail and video chat till we are so hung over that we could not even talk. That crazy sis of mine sorry for being a douche!

I have her name on my specs and I do think of her when I take off my specs, we were the caring people we went out for dinner and sometimes even to the cyber café together. We had so much time together laughing and talking about our daily hardship. It’s been long. Too Long

Maybe it’s my fault my social life is at an all time low, it’s been long since I last chat with them about stuff happening and I do dearly miss them all so so much!!! And I want to make my apologies to them all and I know they will know who they are as I have specifically mentioned most of their names.

To all those that I have mentioned here, I want you to know that’s it’s just me that has changed and I will promise to bring our friendship back. Sorry for not being a good friend all all!

NK